Looking Back

For the love of [?]
I grew to right the wrongs that I found
[?] this education a joke?
See for we separated unequal
The bitter truth seasons my reflection
I lack God, I lack vision, lack direction
Seen God, spoke freedom, hail protection
Couldn't stay in my insides cause they outsides was expressing
My ex-essense was excessive
Hard penis made my expressions, the fruit of my labour
Stretched her midsection
The [?] so we made light
Now the goal is to see them raised right
Teach em how to love and how to throw a hard right
Into these hard nights so that I can ensure they days is alright
Lifes a funny thang ain't it?
The canvas started blank then our experiences come and paint it
Perspectives changed the image then we wonder does it make it or taint it?
Man I was, man I am, its just reflected in this language

Where we looking back?
(I can barely find me)
Where we looking back?
(I barely recognize me)