Look Into My Pain

[Chorus: C-Rock]
Look into my pain, bloody rain falls from the sky
Even though it can be dumb, I believe I can fly
Ain't words that can describe all the pain that I felt
Buried numb, my life of crumbs visualizing my death (2x)

[Single Verse: C-Rock]
To my homeboys down to die, to my momma no longer alive
To my brothers that's locked in the pen, reminisce with a blunt and some Gin
Lord knows we out to get it, my friends and my foes
When my father abandoned my mother, that was the ultimate blow
My baby mama been tripping, we been all out fighting and fussing
On top of that, my brother's curses me talking about he don't trust me
Anna on top of colors got my life in destruction
Bullets hidden from bodies got my mind in eruption
Pressure out of fiending from lechery to death I survived
I keep out my family, losing my mom I won't put a smile cause there ain't no lies
Mothers Day is the worst day, is when I shed the most tears
Shantell held on me gone, he help me overcome all of my fears
My pills ain't no longer good, misunderstood what they're like
The only friend you had in this world is the man above Jesus Christ
I repent for ever sin, shed a tear for every kin
Barely blind, I can't take I'm crucifying but I'ma flash within Gin
This ain't no dream, trauma center hospital, laying up in the bed
Cop flipped, I'm onto estate trouble, 44s to 60s in my head
I can't believe, I wish I was dead but I must carry on
I had a talk with my mom on her lap bent on knees on her bed, then she said
Take care of my brother, don't slip for others, I wish she was here but she gone
Her body is trapped in the dirt on earth, but her soul has flown
Sometimes I stare up at the sky fazed upon her star that will shine
My baby mama holding me in her arms saying "baby, stop crying"
I'm tired of trying to come out low what I've lose but I can't take no more
My life is way too full of dividends, how do I hide and close doors?
Is my life reality or am I going insane?
Shed a tear, feel that death is near, open your eyes and look into my pain...

[Chorus]

[Outro: C-Rock]
Yeah, we out to the world, this putting some words out...
This what I'm talking bout, this just a song dedicated to the ones I love...
You know, this song is dedicated to my mom... Resting in peace...
I love you and I miss you
And to my brothers locked in the pen... Hahah, you gon touch down baby, we gon be up...
And to all the ones that was there, and to all the ones that was never there...
We out. One on G