Look At What the Wind Blew

[Verse 1]
Step foot in my schools, like stepping foot into hell;
I'm feelin so miserable, and my mentals a carousel
Keep beating mind, beat it like battery Duracell
Praise goes to the most-high
Pray, hopin I don’t fail
But fuck it;

I was daydreaming of packing my luggage
And suddenly, just runnin to Cali for rappin or something;
Been havin to stomach;
This rappin could be practically nothing
But if I;
Give up now, I'm in a place so sunken

It's like, feeling so alone
Going through these problems on my own
Bitter hoes blowing up my phone
I’m quite aware of what I coulda had;
The thing that would hold me back was the fact I never wanted to be alone

Begging for the presence of niggas that I would hate
Never fed me a meal but they eatin off of my plate
Having some feelings for all the females that I would date
And I shoulda listened to mom when she told me that y'all was fake

Heartbreaks hard on my heart, can't handle it
Phony hoes and foes made me so scandalous;
Mental reached the capacity really can't handle shit
Stress so much that my thoughts I would forget
I couldn't vividly paint a picture of the world I was in
At certain points I really just wished it was all pretend

I just stayed true to this pen;
And now I just win;
And the sky seems so

[Hook] 2x
The sky seems so blue to me

Cause life no longer feels blue to me

Look at what the wind just blew to me

A brand new life for me and you to see;
Look at what the wind just blew to me

[Verse 2]
I'm no longer depressed;
But not for real happy;
Just don't feel like the whole world is mad at me; -
Like I can make a mistake and no one'll laugh at me;
Cause I’m human
And humans ain’t bright
Past thinking, if you ain't do it, assume it ain’t right
Had me following trends and men that would end lives
But all I wanna do is kill Mics
Like Conrad Murray in ‘09
But I really miss Mike Jack;
And I'm in life that
Shows me that failure is only a step
Sit back on setbacks, and build you some steps
And watch you create a stairway to success
May find depression will lessen, not stressin will uncover messages when you reflect
A brand new life is sitting deep in your head
But you can't find it cause you're deep in your head
You’re sleep in your head

[Hook] 2x
The sky seems so blue to me

Cause life no longer feels blue to me

Look at what the wind just blew to me

A brand new life for me and you to see;
Look at what the wind just blew to me