Long Way Home

[Verse 1]
Red light turns green but I'm not moving
Standstill
But my minds racing
Car beeps from behind snaps me back to reality
Right turn
Left turn
Like I'm flipping pennies
No sense just moving so spacey
Truthfully, I coulda' really been back bout an hour ago

[Verse 2]
Fact is
I don't know what I'm doing
Feels like
Everything's in ruins now
And I've been keeping my head in the ground
Streetlights but my vision’s so blurry
Turn up got the music on so loud
Tryna' drown everything else out

[Chorus]
Lately
I've been taking the long way home
Driving backwards down these empty roads
Tryna' figure what's inside my soul
But I don't know now, I don't know
Looking for answers, but I've lost control
In my feelings, baby on my own
I'm not ready to admit my thoughts so
I'll keep going yeah, imma the long way home

[Verse 3]
Eyes closed, time’s slow I know I'm avoiding
Phone rings but I just leave it hanging
'Cause I know right now my voice would just give it all away
Oh I don't know what it is I'm waiting for
Really
I'm just delaying the inevitable
'Cause I don't think it's reversible

[Chorus]
Lately
I've been taking the long way home
Driving backwards down these empty roads
Tryna' figure what's inside my soul
But I don't know now, I don't know
Looking for answers, but I've lost control
In my feelings, baby on my own
I'm not ready to admit my thoughts so
I'll keep going yeah, imma the long way home (ooh, home, long way home, ooh, long way home, oh)