Long Time

They don't understand how life is
Surprising i'm alive still yea
Peg a nine mill
Shawty don't agree
They think i'm gonna die by my own will
Put my problems to the side
Cause they don't care how you feel
Till your gone and deceased
I've been dead for a Long Time
The life i live has been all lies
I've been numb for a Long Time
I'll do anything to ease my mind

Lately i've been so messed up
Can't tell the difference between
Love and the drugs
Cause everyone around me
Tell me "Sober up"
But right now
I can't force myself to give a fuck
Pop a pill, then i turn into a beast yea
Or a zombie
We gone see it when it peaks yea
I've been up sipping on a pint of lean yea
If you don't catch my wave
I hope you catch gonorrhea

They don't understand how life is
Surprising i'm alive still yea
Peg a nine mill
Shawty don't agree
They think i'm gonna die by my own will
Put my problems to the side
Cause they don't care how you feel
Till your gone and deceased
I've been dead for a Long Time
The life i live has been all lies
I've been numb for a Long Time
I'll do anything to ease my mind

Run it up just like a light bill
Cause i always shine yea
Counting diamonds, doing cartwheels
When the lights off
My new wheels, suck my dick
Your sister's always on my balls
And i ain't tripping if you leave bitch
Then that's your loss
I've been swerving in the whip
Cause i'm dumber then a motherfucker
The same one's whose talking behind my back
The same one's whose got me bruther
I know they won't love me till i'm up
Or until i'm six feet under
That's how it goes

They don't understand how life is
Surprising i'm alive still yea
Peg a nine mill
Shawty don't agree
They think i'm gonna die by my own will
Put my problems to the side
Cause they don't care how you feel
Till your gone and deceased
I've been dead for a Long Time
The life i live has been all lies
I've been numb for a Long Time
I'll do anything to ease my mind