Long Story Short; Life

[Verse]
Long story short; life
I was hittin' bongs with my shorty in my pad
That was back when I was 17
I was on a high
Now, I’m 8th floor, payin' rent from the sky
I'm just chillin’ with my niggas everyday, everynight
I just look at all the ones who left
And I can only sigh
Shake my head a couple times
And keep it movin'
See my life has been a movie
Ever since I was a junior fool
I graduated early
So don't come at me with schoolin'
Bitch I school niggas twice my age
With no blueprint
Jewels like the new ice-age
Still keep the glue in them
Too many drugs in my system for light rays
Think I became a ghoul too quick, ooh shit (ooh!)
I need to meditate (breathe!)
See, there's a difference
No mistakin' you and me
I was in Topanga Canyon
Catchin waves
I feel the breeze on my cheeks, still
I wish I was an unknown creature
In the deep water
Just so I could say I really know
How being free feels
Wrote this in a free fall
Headin' towards the sea, no parachute
Hope they get this message in Kobe
Fam out in Japan they eatin' Sweet Eel (hey)
Me, I’m stuck on suicidal thoughts
At least, I’m not stuck inside of box
Like the half of these niggas
Monstrous with the flows
So giraffe on these niggas
Can't rock the Gosha
With the raf on these niggas
I spazz on these niggas, wait
Let me chill
Kick back for a minute
Play life like chess
Don’t attack if it's risky
Only ask for progression
Never ask for forgiveness
And I, I need the whole team intact every victory
Probably got some trees
And some tabs and some mystery
The fact of the matter is
That I'm creatin' a clan
Where I wouldn’t even have to ask
If they missed me or not
That's fam, yeah
Ay, that's fam, check
Long story short; life