Long Nights II

I feel like the pain im feeling is foreign
A chill in the morning, pop pill now he snoring
The more I think about it, ahh
Should of drop the beef cause he waring
With shit I wouldn't wish on enemies, entities, draining energy
Image he laying still
But could you have done more to help a broken man heal?
You tell yourself you couldn’t subconsciously ain't forreal
Honestly it’s hard to deal
Tummy aching no meals
But ill never touch pills
Just liquor
I thought I was hero but im just another nigga
Tryna make it rappin, bank account with little figures
And my pictures paint a narrative, heritage caring and bеaring but here it is Kenny im tеlling the truth
You ain't shit
I ain't never fuckin like you
If it wasn't for your sis there ain't no telling what I might do
Vital, maybe my kidneys a foreshadow
That I shouldn’t even make it like vietnam when i battle

I dont wanna be alone in the dark
I dont want another second with me
Inhale, can't breathe
Long Nights, No sleep
How am I to save the world
If I can't save me
I dont wanna be alone in the dark
I dont want another second with me
Inhale, can't breathe
Long Nights, No sleep
How am I to save the world
If I can't save me

Tension building depression hidden a dark room
Maskin out the pain marijuana cause i ain't narc u
Voices in my head made me distant and now im far too
Small of a circle, introverted im losing heart too
Reminise innocence
Pray to God to be a kid again
Back when moving state to state was the only way to lose a friend
Doodlin in my pad
Before your social status was defined by having racks
Before the job i haaad across from the chicken shack
When Mac was on the blue slide
Now I get messages swiping up they like who died
Its like whos left?
God dont take more of my mans that ain't through yet
That’s on the woo yea
And at the end of the day
That’s the way of the world
Make an escape, in a vape, tape
You drop and then burn
I pray it all be okay
I pray relief of concern
I pray to stable my state
I pray one day imma learn