Long nights alone (INTRO)

Long nights alone

Verse

I used to have feelins but I lost those/I been travelin down a dark road/my hearts cold/I got a hardened soul/it happened a long time ago/the lines expose/how I’m primed for growth/but stuck in place like a mindless ghost/sippin julio in the jacuzzi wit hoes/my life story should be by Mario Puzo/i had my eyes on the prize but it was fools gold/I had to light the pilot on a new stove/the 40’s two-tone/it holds between 10 and 17/but I don’t need em all same reason I didn’t get the beam/as a child sleepin I used to kick and scream/in dead silence had to tell myself that it was jus a dream/I guess I never woke up, nothing is what it seems/my realities changin down to the subtle things/got my eyes on the future no matter what it brings/and plenty times I see a sign and don’t kno what it means/it’s only right/a gambler can’t control the dice/atleast I’m sure before I check out, I’ll kno the total price/im sorry if we didn’t coincide/jus kno the weight on my shoulder was boulder size/payin now for all the times that I chose my pride/i light another one and close my eyes/It’s been a long battle but I chose the fight/jus some deep thoughts on this lonely night/