Long Gone

See the pain that I feel
Feel

See the pain that I feel
End up on my own tell me it ain't real
I don't even know if I'll ever heal
Losing all control demons at the wheel
Long gone
Throw my feelings in song
And tell 'em everything was worth it
With all the suffering and pain I feel perfect
'Cause I deserve it

Do I even care about the demons
Another sleepless night
Cause I've been filmin'
Used to be my world
These days I've been tweaking
She loves it when I'm hurt
She calls me hers kurt 'bain
I don't feel perfect
But I deserved it

Let love raise
From the ashes
Fenix love
Call it dangerous
Feelings out
Let them seal
Pain in my chest
It's becoming burden
Just let 'em see...

See the pain that I feel
End up on my own tell me it ain't real
I don't even know if I'll ever heal
Losing all control demons at the wheel
Long gone
Throw my feelings in song
And tell 'em everything was worth it
With all the suffering and pain I feel perfect
'Cause I deserve it

Her words in my head
So burden
Getting burned and
She knows she fucking hurt me
But she still fucking dudes and
I feel sad when I look at her
Pics and I need help
But I don't want it
I don't want

While searching for the light
Lost myself
Now it's only I
Remember when I used to smile?
Now my smile is in the pills
And all those pills
Counting kills
Bloody hands
Crazy skills
Demons trills
I've been dissed
Let them feel
Let 'em see

See the pain that I feel
End up on my own tell me it ain't real
I don't even know if I'll ever heal
Losing all control demons at the wheel
Long gone
Throw my feelings in song
And tell 'em everything was worth it
With all the suffering and pain I feel perfect
'Cause I deserve it