Lonesome

[Intro]
I'll be all alone...
I'm so tired now...
I'm tryna find me out...
(I'll be on my lonesome)
Oooh, oh no... no no...
(Leave me alone tonight)
Leave me alone right now, just leave me out...

[Chorus]
I'll be on my lonesome, I post up, I'm fine
(I'm fine)
I don't need my hopes up, I'm loathsome, I'm dying
(I'm dying now)
Won't you leave me alone tonight?
(Alone)
Don't believe me, I'm only right...
(yeah, yeah)
And I'll be on my lonesome, I post up, I'm fine
(I'm fine)
You come through, I'm choked up, I'm so done, I'm tired
(I'm so tired now)
Won't you leave me alone tonight?
I'm tryna see, why I try to breathe, this anxiety...

[Verse 1]
Who's numb?
Everybody here tryna find new love
Tryna kill the fear, but I'm way too sunk
Tryna see it clear, but I'm way too drunk
While they take them pills to mend
Stay cool, play it all pretend
I see them beautiful faces turn to sinking chins
Tell me do you feel empty when you lay in bed?

It's 3 am again, now
I'm fucked up, I fucked up
I drunk myself away again...
I come up, I'm stuck
My blood sucks into the pain again...
You became a friend of me, lovely enemy
Only one to stick it to the end with me
Tell me more, just give me closure to lose my composure
You know...

[Chorus]
I'll be on my lonesome, I post up, I'm fine
(I'm fine)
I don't need my hopes up, I'm loathsome, I'm dying
(I'm dying now)
Won't you leave me alone tonight?
(Alone)
Don't believe me, I'm only right...
(yeah, yeah)
And I'll be on my lonesome, I post up, I'm fine
(I'm fine)
You come through, I'm choked up, I'm so done, I'm tired
(I'm so tired now)
Won't you leave me alone tonight?
I'm tryna see, why I try to breathe, this anxiety

(Bridge)
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[Verse 2]
Don't take me back in your grip
I see the tears, how they drip
I see the slits on their wrist
We all here dealing with shit
Some scared to die before they're done
Some pray the death to quickly come
I know I'm not in it alone, until the day I go, So...

[Chorus]
I'll be on my lonesome, I post up, I'm fine
(I'll be all alone)
I don't need my hopes up, I'm loathsome, I'm dying
(I'm dying now)
Won't you leave me alone tonight?
(Leave me alone, oh nooo...)
Don't believe me, I'm only right...
(yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I'll be on my lonesome, I post up, I'm fine
(I'll be all alone)
You come through, I'm choked up, I'm so done, I'm tired
(I'm so tired)
Won't you leave me alone tonight?
I'm tryna see, why I try to breathe, this anxiety...