Loner Lover

[Verse:]
People call me crazy
For loving you too intensely
They don't understand it
So I’ve been saying lately

He's just had a couple
Doesn't really mean it and
I know that he’ll be different
At least that's what I'm hearing

[PreChorus:]
I can take it
Know it's my fault
Should've asked you
Know that I'm wrong

Praying that I one day
I can see the light in this
As he holds me after lashing out
Saying sorry ends it with a kiss

[Verse:]
Eighteen, all she knows
That she's numb
Bottles with her name
All gone

Don't be scared
Just know that I love you
These will fade
Just like they do

Every time I see myself
I don’t even know who’s there
Covered in a hint of blush
Covered in another layer

Looking for some peace of mind
In this drink of mine
Hoping it can ease the pain
Similar to novocaine

[PreChorus:]
I can take it
Know it's my fault
Should’ve asked you
I know that I'm wrong

Praying that I one day
I can see the light in this
'Cause I don't’ know how much longer
I can hold on to a love like this

[Bridge:]
Loner lover now at last
It's hard to think when tears cloud your past
Mom, I see and I feel what you went through
Broke and dry, you left her all for show

[Outro:]
Angels fly, she said as she jumped
Please take me far from here