“Loner,” the fifth song of the album Brutalism, regards conflicting feelings on socializing. It is about being incapacitated by the desire to connect with others coupled with the simultaneous fear of doing so.
It’s about this space that I’ve always existed in where half of me craves human connectio...
[Verse 1]
Hey, you with that perfect face
I'm not sure if it’s a game I should play
Do you have somethin' good to say?
('Cause I’ve got 300 elephants shitting on my grave)
What's fun when there's nothing to do?
You said you could cum and I said I could too
I wish there was more between me and you
(I want love, I want love, I want love)
[Chorus]
And I don't want to be alone
And I am scared of all the people in the world
And I have never had a home
I am too afraid so I keep moving through the world
I keep moving through the world
[Verse 2]
Change me, time will change me
Well, trust me, baby, the shit comes back
Self-sabotage or is my life on pause?
Am I inventing flaws? The shit comes back
[Chorus]
And I don't want to be alone
And I am scared of all the people in the world
And I have never had a home
I am too afraid so I keep moving through the world
I keep moving through the world
[Bridge]
I would like to find a place
(S- E- N- E- C- A)
Where maybe I could find some peace
(S- E- N- E- C- A)
Even if I change my name
(S- E- N- E- C- A)
Different player, same old game
(S- E- N- E- C- A)
[Chorus]
And I don't want to be alone
And I am scared of all the people in the world
And I have never had a home
I am too afraid so I keep moving through the world
I keep moving through the world
Loner was written by Johnny Aries & Bryan DeLeon & Jonny Pierce.
Loner was produced by Sonny DiPerri & Jonny Pierce & Bryan DeLeon.