Loner

[Chorus]
Fighting me inside of me, I'm trying
I can see the fire in my eyes
I'll admit a part of me is dying
But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind
And I don't really know ya
I been killing everybody in my way, I'm a soldier
I been carrying the weight on my shoulders
Fuck their feelings, I don't want no friends, I'm a loner

[Verse 1]
Fuck ‘em all they don't really know me
The love is dead and they not my homie
Tryna see it all eye to eye
But I can't do that cuz they all below me
Full of pain I don't want the pills
I wipe my tears with the dollar bills
I done talked to like all my demons
They told me not to hide how I feel
I been controlling my own emotion
I'm better off without any talking
Every morning I'm back to holding on
Every grudge that I ever started
Heard the reaper, he been calling
Fighting back and I been stalling
I ain't ready for that time yet
'Cause I got a lot left to accomplish

[Chorus]
Fighting me inside of me, I'm trying
I can see the fire in my eyes
I'll admit a part of me is dying
But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind
And I don't really know ya
I been killing everybody in my way, I'm a soldier
I been carrying the weight on my shoulders
Fuck their feelings, I don't want no friends, I'm a loner

[Verse 2]
Got a lotta new burned bridges
I don't care cuz I don't miss ‘em
Better off being by myself
Cuz they never been in my own position
Lotta talking, they got opinions
But none of them have got my experience
10 years I been doing this
So why the fuck would I wanna hear ‘em?
Back to working on every song
Putting hours in and they paying off
Can't forget when I started out
'Cause I'm here today could be gone tomorrow
Fuck the trends, I'm here to stay
No I'm not a puppet, I won't obey
Anybody with an open hand
'Cause l see the fakes from a mile away

[Chorus]
Fighting me inside of me, I'm trying
I can see the fire in my eyes
I'll admit a part of me is dying
But nobody could ever feel the pain stuck in my mind
And I don't really know ya
I been killing everybody in my way, I'm a soldier
I been carrying the weight on my shoulders
Fuck their feelings, I don't want no friends, I'm a loner