Lonely Soul

[Verse 1]
Aside from a smartphone, I spend the night alone
Tryna’ to pass time, in this quiet home
Reflecting and second guessing the life I choose
From decisions made, to the seeds sown
Looking back on my past and the outcome
I just wanna feel proud when it’s all done
There were times when I hated and I shoulda' loved
I’m the stubborn one, the one to hold a grudge
However, some things have occurred to me
Be it epiphany, be it maturity
Things worry me, things are hurting me
It’s like I’m constantly faced with adversity
I finished high school, no university
But that was my call, I did it purposely
Not that I had the funds anyway
But do you any professors in the rap game?

[Hook]
I spend my nights alone
Sometimes I’m just a lonely soul
Ya I might look alright
But deep inside I’ve paid the toll
I’ve walked on broken glass
Danced through ash and open flame
And I’d do it all again
Because my past has paved the way

[Verse 2]
It’s like I always want what I can’t have
Until I get then I didn’t want it that bad
Whatever man, I’m just working on my happiness
They don’t know my struggle no not even the half of it
Look, I’m not here to whine to you when the mic’s live
I just let my feelings out when I write rhymes
So if a lot of you relate to what I say today
Then that’s a bonus mate, I'm just living day to day
I’m tryna’ do my thing, at full capacity
Music and me, we just fit together naturally
My bank account's feeling tapped financially
But if I go broke, at least I’m going happily
I walk alone all the time and that’s fine
It’s just another part of being one of a kind
This is my path, it’s the road I chose
But sometimes, I’m just a lonely soul

[Hook]
I spend my nights alone
Sometimes I’m just a lonely soul
Ya I might look alright
But deep inside I’ve paid the toll
I’ve walked on broken glass
Danced through ash and open flame
And I’d do it all again
Because my past has paved the way

[Verse 3]
When I’m looking at these old pictures
I wouldn’t trade them for the world’s gold riches
Memories full of friends and family gone
I’m talking way before I ever had a rap song
I’ve lost friends even had a couple pass away
My life feels like a movie it’s a matinee
With each day as a page in the script and
Some of the pages are torn and ripped
But I’ll fix them, all I need is tape and glue
And some love from the music I make for you
'Cause you help me, you don’t understand it truly
You level me out when my brain is goofy
I need you, this here’s a two way street
Without listeners, music is incomplete
So no matter the weather, whatever city I roam
Y’all make me remember that I am never alone

[Hook]
I spend my nights alone
Sometimes I’m just a lonely soul
Ya I might look alright
But deep inside I’ve paid the toll
I’ve walked on broken glass
Danced through ash and open flame
And I’d do it all again
Because my past has paved the way

[Postlude]
I’m just a lonely soul, I’m just a just lonely soul
Just a just a lonely soul
I’m just a lonely soul, I’m just a just a lonely soul
Just a just a lonely soul