Lonely (Okay)

(whitexanny)

[Hook]
I sit there and contemplate
Why things never go my go my way
I got so much that I could say but
I’m lonely, it's not the case
I wait there and watch the days
Go by like we in a race
Hardly see another face so
I’m lonely, I'm not okay

[Verse]
My hearts too cold to even recognize love
I wasn’t sold on how I’m suppsed to be tough
I played my role I guess it wasn’t enough
Don’t have no soul, I still think there’s hope above
Tryna find my way can’t be diritive
I went down that path I had pivot it
When I found purpose it was magnificent
But when things got better they seemed different
I still care about the time that I spend alone
Like would I have gotten better in a different home
I just made peace with myself now I’m in my zone
I was there but when I call they forgot their phone
Making plays off a MacBook
Me and Xanny plottin like some mothafuckin lab cooks
Just to get to this point you ain’t seen the shit that it took
They ask me for shit but when I ask they give me bad looks
Where’d you go? Where you at now?
Didn’t see a hand try to help me when I fell down
When you not the man they have no reason to come around
When you get some bands and some brands you’ll be safe and sound

[Hook]
I sit there and contemplate
Why things never go my go my way
I got so much that I could say but
I’m lonely, it's not the case
I wait there and watch the days
Go by like we in a race
Hardly see another face so
I’m lonely, I'm not okay