A single sung and written by Hammy. An older song of his that’s archived, and the picture preserved. (Hammy deleted his accounts and such at some point, so archives are the only way they are able to be retrived.)
This is able to still be found on Soundcloud from archival accounts.
Paranoid every night, I fucking hate my life
By the time I close my eyes the sun is already high
I'm so fucking tired now so I just stay in bed
What’s the point in getting up?
I'd rather die instead
My mind's eating me alive, I fucking trive inside
Craving someone else tonight
I live a lonely life
Smokin’ dope and gettin' high
Headlights driving by
Raining floods the streets as I try to find a sign
Oh
Paranoid every night, I fucking hate my life
By the time I close my eyеs the sun is already high
I'm so fucking tired now so I just stay in bеd
What's the point in getting up?
I'd rather die instead
I hope that I disappear
I cannot find myself
My whole life is full of tears, wish I was someone else
The wind is cold, the skies are dark
I got a broken heart
We crash pretty fucking hard
Wish I knew from the start
Your memories are dead to me, let them rest in peace
Everything you said to me haunts me in my dreams
Yeah
That's why I can never sleep
My brain won't let me be
Don't know what is wrong with me, it’s an emergency
Think my conscious killing me, I’m overthinking though
If I left this world tonight she would never know
Paranoid every night, I fucking hate my life
By the time I close my eyes the sun is already high
I'm so fucking tired now so I just stay in bed
What’s the point in getting up?
I'd rather die instead
lonely life was written by hamilton.
lonely life was produced by Ten50.
hamilton released lonely life on Sun Mar 17 2019.