Lonely Kid

[Intro]
Lonely
But not when you hold me
Your beauty weighs on me
This feelings too good

[Verse 1]
All I ever wanted was a mom
Want to help get my brother and I along
Talk to me everyday, you think that everything is ok
It doesn't matter what I say
I want you to be better again
Forget the money please, it doesn't matter how much you have to spend
Now you're making me think that you never wanted me
I'm ashamed of society, I fucking hate when you lie to me
Tired of losing the ones that I love
Like Light, and my mom, and my grandpa who now lives above
Missing the ones that I lost
It's like having a full heart that has a cost
Being the nice guy was penalized
Now I'm forced to be shy, please god, fucking tell me why?
Why I'm so dead inside?
And why I contemplate suicide?
And why I'm lonely every single fucking night?
Looking at the mirror and the devil looks back at me
I keep looking at it and I hate what I fucking see
A misshaped figure of me in the picture
It's fucking me, go figure

[Verse 2]
I wish I knew it was like to be truly happy
To wake up and start laughing
Not moping, start hoping that I could be loving to those who are showing some care
It doesn't matter if I write this song
Life's still not gonna be fair, we need to get along
We need to show the world that we're the best
Not gonna be a test by this fucking metaphorical test that the world gives to us
We're not gonna take it
We're gonna overthrow it and we're gonna make it
We got this
You and me