Lonely Freestyle

[Verse 1]

I'm overly versatile
And soberly personal
To those who I love
But nobody is worth it to
Talk to when I am distressed
In the night
I might have slipped up and did
It once or twice

I fall in love too fast just
Check with my past
And once it's all over
Wear smiles like a mask
I don't think I could handle one more goodbye
I been in the dark just lookin for lights

My music is trash
What should I expect
I copy the styles of those I respect
I'm always behind in what Is coming next
Yet I walk around campus like I am the best

I ain't got no friends
I don't go to parties
I stay at home all night
And start feeling sorry
For myself because I feel pathetic
I know that there have been others who've said it

Won't lie

[Hook]

I don't know what I'm doing with my
I got too many issues, but I act like it's alright
I drown myself in music and ideas to help the fight
But at night I'm trapped in silence, my sorrows cannot hide

I'm just a robot
I'm just a robot, yeah
I'm just a robot
I'm just a robot, yeah

[Verse 2]

To be honest my life ain't even that bad
I just hate saying goodbye to memories
And I hate looking back and seeing the best of me
And I hate thinking this life is a mess ya see

Last year I would've killed to be at university
But now I'm all alone and it's seeming worse to me
All of these artists just wanna get a verse with me
But don't wanna hang because I don't burn the weed

But that's not what I need
I'm coping with a breakup
You ever move away from home, not know anyone and have to go through that alone?
It sucks

Sorry it seems
I broke from the rhyme scheme
But I couldn't have limited
What all of these times mean

And I'ma keep going cuz I got more to say
The hook wasn't great so I think it can wait

I text myself I love you cause I know I'll get it back
I'm sorry that these songs are sad, but the album's name is "Black"
I've got so much to say, I know that she doesn't wanna hear it
My songs make her cry, and I miss her smile, that's the spirit

[Hook]

I don't know what I'm doing with my
I got too many issues, but I act like it's alright
I drown myself in music and ideas to help the fight
But at night I'm trapped in silence, my sorrows cannot hide

[Verse 3]

I still replay all your I love you's in my voice mail
And all these students around campus just waiting for this boy's fail
I just wanna be happy, I don't care how I get there
One just isn't enough for these days, so I've been living on ten prayers