Lonely Christmas

[Verse 1]
Most wonderful time of the year (year)
So much happiness, no fear
Celebrating with your friends, giving love (love)
Getting presents in your chimney from above
But why? (why, why?)
Why not me?
Sitting under my Christmas tree
I don't wanna be this lonely, but (I don't)
I don't wanna have company
It's tough (it's tough)
Buying all this Christmas stuff for no one
Not you, not them (no)
But me, painfully (yeah)
Coming to the realization
I'm alone for this occasion
I can see where this is going
All my hopes are slowly closing

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm alone, I'm a fool for even trying
To make it all seem so real
All I want for Christmas is to be alone
'Cause that's something that seems ideal

[Chorus]
Oh, I have nothing to be happy
On this lonely, lonely Christmas
Hearing all these people plan their fun nights
From a distance, I'll listen
Makes me want to speak to no one, see no one
I-I-I just wanna go and die
I can't be myself, I have no one at home
M-M-Might just go ahead and die

[Verse 2]
It is painful, it is so dreadful
Living life as all one big lie
Telling people that you're not alone
As you're trying hard not to cry
I could not tell people who I was
So I kept it all inside
And for someone to invite me to their Christmas night
Is what no one ever tried

[Chorus]
Oh, I have nothing to be happy
On this lonely, lonely Christmas
Hearing all these people plan their fun nights
From a distance, I'll listen
Makes me want to speak to no one, see no one
I-I-I just wanna go and die
I can't be myself, I have no one at home
M-M-Might just go ahead and die

[Bridge]
But this one is gonna be different
I'm not at that point in my life
I'm so happy that I moved on
And that everything is so alright
If you're feeling alone, just listen to this song
'Cause I'm here with you, you'll be fine

[Chorus]
Oh, I have nothing to be happy
On this lonely, lonely Christmas
Hearing all these people plan their fun nights
From a distance, I'll listen
Makes me want to speak to no one, see no one
I-I-I just wanna go and die
I can't be myself, I have no one at home
M-M-Might just go ahead and die