Lonely

[Chorus]
Always going through this pain by my lonely
Always going through anxiety by my lonely
Always going through these mental problems by my lonely
Always going through suicidal thoughts by my lonely
Not worry about these fuck niggas i'm getting to the cash
And I'm going crazy like I'm doing the dash
Niggas play Imma pop they ass fast like the flash
Like the flash

[Verse 1]
That shit that I had to overcome on my own
Got me the shit that I own on my own
I'm on what I'm on
The pills and the drinks turned my heart to stone
A nigga was lost and my mind was gone
I was born into this, almost bored from it
Destiny is the one bitch you can't run from it
I stand tall through it all holding my ground
I don't talk to anybody and nobody talks to me
But I feel like I'm out of my mind and my body is holding me
Loneliness is icing me cause it's cold the way it blows
I try to put a smiley mask on but the pain grows
Inside and day by day it's harder to hide
I know that's not how things should be
I fucking hate this I wish anyone can see
A voice is telling me stop lying and saying you just see shit differently
See shit differently

[Chorus]
Always going through this pain by my lonely
Always going through anxiety by my lonely
Always going through these mental problems by my lonely
Always going through suicidal thoughts by my lonely
Not worry about these fuck niggas i'm getting to the cash
And I'm going crazy like I'm doing the dash
Niggas play Imma pop they ass fast like the flash
Like the flash

[Verse 2]
I keep to myself even tho it's bad for my health
If trust is a must then I'm sorry cause I lack the lust
To fill my friends list with fake friendships
I won't put my baggage on a sinking ship
I've burnt bridges to build my own I ain't bob but I got the tools on my hip
Never felt a need for a person that I couldn't skip
You might think I'm weird hearing me say these things
But I just refuse to let niggas in and the cancer they bring
And the cancer they bring
And the cancer they bring
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah