Lonely

Verse 1: Yeah, most of the time i feel alone
Though i have a home with a brother and a mom, yo
It seems like my mind, my soul is on its
Own, it feels like I'm growing fucking cold
Even with a bad hand i won't fold i stand
Strong, since the very day i was born
Need to stop mentioning my shit in every song, I might
Think I did wrong, though destiny is already drawn
Can't do something bout it, just try to get along and
Learn from the situation I`m found on
Walking through the night busting raps kicking stones
Anxious to meet again with my friend the microphone
Picturing myself in the throne, where I belong
I can leave you crying nigga i can leave you blown, yo
Son, I won't bite my tongue til I'm gone 'Til I'm
Dead 'til I'm dust 'til I'm motherfucking bones

-Verse 2: Tired of people, fucking asking 'Are you sad?'
They don't know about the weight that I carry on my back
Yeah life can be a bitch. can be crap
You can end up with no motherfucking dad or
Maybe your wife left you for another lad
Yes I'm mad! so what? Fuck that
This world of ours is full of fucking snitches and rats
Fucking backstabbers, foes and whiny sluts then
Who am I supposed to motherfucking -trust
Everyone is led by money, hoes and lust
Hip-hop is still besides me, just the fucking 2 of us
We will stick together 'til the end no buts its a must
You will not always see me with this straight face but
Understand I'm going through some fucking gray days and
Maybe one day, I'll happily lay and be
Able to say: 'those days went away'

Verse 3: You will- never get to understand my fucking mind uh
This bitter pain has me thinking my life's on the line
Think I'm going crazy my only aid is the rhyme
If not i would either be on drugs or doing crimes
Oh, yeah, this sweet life of mine
Glorious, wonderful, splendid and sublime
Shit, who am I trying to motherfucking- lie?
Though i feel the time's coming, the time to smile
You will not always see me with this straight face but
Understand I'm going through some fucking gray days and
Maybe one day, I'll happily lay and be
Able to say: 'those days went away'