lonely

[Verse]
I rain when no one sees the skies, my storms are hidden behind my eyes. I got some days where my sun don't shine, it's always a night in this heart of mine. I bleed in ways they've never seen, I might look happy it’s not what it seems. Slavery ended but I still feel caged, bro why do white people discriminate?
Man I'm so tired of proving my worth, everyday it feels like I gotta work. But what if I’m exhausted and tired? I'm tired of smiling I'm tired of lying. I’m tryna smile but I'm sadly breathing , I gotta be honest I think of OD'ing
Like Travis bickle I cannot stop bleeding, I'm bleeding my wrist it just cannot stop bleeding. I sew myself with the words of steel, I pretend that I'm otw to fucking heal. But my soul is tired it's empty , cannot wait til my life will be ending. My eyes are rolling to the ceiling, will it be my last breath I hope so. I hope I don't wake up, I hope I don't wake up.. tomorrow