[Verse 1]
You may know me as the cold heart fuck boy
That’s the image that I built
But there’s a lot more under the shell
Im not just a painless heart breaker i swear
That i do feel things for some girls
Its been rare since I lost the
One who left with my heart
Im tryna patch myself up
[Bridge]
(It’s gettin hard to feel)
When it’s been a while that you empty
(And everyone think)
That you ain’t got no feelings
[Hook]
And yeah that’s hard to live
They only see one side and not the thing
Lately I’ve been feelin so lonely
Even tho I got some pеople around me
They just see onе side and not the rest
It ain’t the first time either the last
That I be feelin so lonely
Even tho I got some people around me
(It ain’t the first time either the last)
(That I’ll be feelin so lonely)
(Even tho I got some people around me)
[Verse 2]
And even when I get closer with someone
It feels like we don’t need the same
She want me in her feelings for the life
I want her in my bed just for the night
Is something wrong with me ?
Am I like broken ? Too much weight on me
I’ve been exploring all this fantasy
Loosin myself on the edge of this
And sometimes, I remember how I was before
All of these girls and these sins
But I’m just myself and I can’t change
Cus life led me to become this
[Bridge]
(I’d like to be)
Able to fix myself even slowly
(But it’s hard to see)
And I’ve been feelin lonely
[Hook]
And yeah that’s hard to live
They only see one side and not the thing
Lately I’ve been feelin so lonely
Even tho I got some people around me
They just see one side and not the rest
It ain’t the first time either the last
That I be feelin so lonely
Even tho I got some people around me
[Verse 3]
Im so tired of this fake love
Where are the pure intentions I die for ?
They be around, when they need more
And I can’t feel em no more that’s for sure
Lost in myself I don’t know who I am
Don’t know who to trust they start switchin lanes
But imma keep it real with my day one homies
[Hook]
And yeah that’s hard to live
They only see one side and not the thing
Lately I’ve been feelin so lonely
Even tho I got some people around me
They just see one side and not the rest
It ain’t the first time either the last
That I be feelin so lonely
Even tho I got some people around me
[Outro]
(It ain’t the first time either the last)
(That I’ll be feelin so lonely)
(Even tho I got some people around me)