​lonely

[Verse]

We both know that I'm not happy
Fake smiles and a script to go by
We keep order with a false sense of hope
Walls built to perfection
If you couldn't really love me
Why the pseudo affection?
Stressin a lesson that my momma taught
No eggs in a basket
The same lesson put her sick body inside of a casket
Outlasted, I'm outcasted, the sadness is outstanding
My home lasted
Inside that small bed that we shared
Dig my nails into your back
Black feelin despair
Put my heart within the cracks
Trust feelings aware
When it really looks like something has a chance
In your favor
But that carriage is a favor
Your intentions are clear
Ain't the love of false perception
Your contempment and fear
I ain't shit tho
I mean
When your forces are spears
And your nailed to your exemptions
Cause your heart is ecstatic
Shoulda never found my comfort on that spot on Atlantic
Would've further served Atlantis if I'm drowning in static
Would've stabbed myself to death for resurrection of madness
To see you smile without the pain
Veins suffering damage
And I'm crushed between the rein of flames burning with passion
Rather hang myself arraigned
Jump cliff till I'm snapping
It’ll never be the same drain sniffing I’m callous
Still average
Too hurt with heart that's too massive
Get tossed into the traffic
So I'm smiling when I close my eyes

[Sample - Submarine (2010)]

Dear Oliver, I tried to tell you
But I figure you’ll probably only
Believe me if it’s in writing
It’s over. I enclose my Clipper
As a parting gift for you. Also
I think you should know I’ve
Found someone else
When we are in school together
Try not to look upset. I know you
Are a good actor
PS you were right about my being
Allergic to dogs. I got tested
Oh, and in case you’re
Interested, my mum’s fine now
Sorry if it made you feel
Awkward