LONELY AT THE TOP (2024)

[Verse 1]
I hear all the thing that they sayin', it really don't change anything at the end of the day
I been putting in work so I'm destined for greatness
Been breaking my back, thought you had it, like, "Dang"
I look to my left and I look to my right
Ain't got no one around me, been going insane
But fuck it, they say "When you get to the top that it get really lonely"
I'm hoping that change, I'm blank

[Chorus]
Huh, I don't even know what to say
Waking up at midnight screaming out ya name
Lookin' at the bedside wishing you were layin'
Everything good but it could've been great
Everything should, but it's just too late
Feel like I'ma faint, ain't got you here to give me space
I just wish I would've known that you were playing with your fate, goddamn

[Interlude: Sample]
"I-I ain't mean to get choked up like that, dawg
You know me, I-I don't even know why I'm-I'm feeling the way I'm feeling, man
I should be happy, you there, you know?
Yeah man, I can't front, dawg, I miss you like a motherfucker, man
Hahaha"

[Verse 2]
Now I'm just stuck with a brand new view
But it don't change shit if I don't have you
Feel the heart break, that's a brand new mood
Then I feel the heart ache, and I guess we're through
And I feel the walls shake when the gun goes through
I would take my life if you asked me too
I'm sick, I'm sick
Falling down fast, know they hope I crash
I knew that it wouldn't but I hoped it last
An open slash, that's my coping mask
I'm just a hopeless man with some hopeless plans
I'm floating, I need to take me a break
I cannot worry about what they say
I'm just praying one day I can change and I got what it take

[Chorus]
Huh, I don't even know what to say
Waking up at midnight screaming out ya name
Lookin' at the bedside wishing you were layin'
Everything good, but it could've been great
Everything should, but it's just too late
Feel like I'ma faint, ain't got you here to give me space
I just wish I would've known that you were playing with your fate, goddamn