Locked Doors

[Verse]
Early mornings, and late nights
Restless eyes, sleep deprived
You can tell, find my way through this hell
Dust myself when I fell
Took a while, but I’m out of my shell
Stress ain’t doing me well
You can see the tired on my face
Hope everything I go through goes away
Face first looking down to the ground
Wanted to decay
Found purpose, learned I had to stay
Getting through the days
Looking up see the sky is grey
But I still shine like the sun rays
Waking up dumb late
Had to put my pride aside
Dealing with my ego
Making up for the times I was evil
I’m still flawed
Take a step back and pause
Looking at the man I am in awe
I used to be fraud, I was crying to god
But I’m doing better
Finding pleasure in my efforts
Dealing with some pressure
But I’m clever
In my soul lies treasure
My confidence light like a feather
Difficult to measure
Standing in the rain, but I handle the weather
With ease
Stay calm like the trees
Moving with the breeze
Keys open doors but this shit still locked