locked

I stay locked in
I hate writing
Can't accomplish
What imtrying

I'm not lying
Only to myself
I be crying
Wanna kill myself

Early well
Is it early still
Only love my pills
Cashapp only real

Stuck standing still
Dont like bein real
Dont wanna stop be real
I dont wanna feel

I feel bad enough I don't need yours too
Itd be catastrophic if it fell through
I don't wanna lie don't wanna tell you
I don't wanna try, know I can't help you

Hate the feeling you don't trust me
Hate this feeling, do you love me
Youre my favorite, so cut me
Dreaming every night about you

I can't live without you
Do I care about you
What do I amount to
Id be dead if I ain't found you

I can't say a single thing of value
I can't stop feel so bad without you
Hold my breath you choose what to count to
Want the fucking pills I'm not allowed to

Breathe when I'm sposed to
You can sleep on me but I'm gon wake you
Nothing special bout me I can't save you
I'm so fucked scared I'm gonna break you