Lock-Out

Growing up with no words to say
I went to school dreading everyday
Watching all those boys and girls that were so predictable
Went to the show for some fresh air
If I belonged, it would have to be there
All new faces and a new idea
A different scene but the same old place
So I went into the world
Mimicked their actions and even stole their words
I played along but when I spoke
Something got in my way

My head spins thinking of all the places I've been
I play the game but I can't win
And I'm sick of this
Will someone please open the fucking door and let me in?

I grew up and I calmed down
Years passed, I went back to that town
Knowing that things can change and that memories can betray
But they don't care and they're still sedate
And talk of things with which I cannot relate
The faces hadn't changed and everything was still the same