[Intro]
You think that suicide
Will keep peace in your mind
When you're begging for your pleasure cause it's cool to wanna die
Die, cool to wanna die
Die
[Verse 1]
I'm lighting up seasons
To keep it a secret
I'm fighting
And breathing
And breathing
And breathing
To treat it
To read it
To sing it
To lead it
Defeat it
Delete it
Repeat it
Conceive it
Procedures
Are reasons
For heavens and heathens
Everyone sees that you're heading to treason
So everyone knows that you're heavy and grieving
You better believe that you're running a meter
[Chorus]
Locking up my mind and I'll leave it there a week
I'm just working for the numbers so I'll throw away the key
I've been stressing I'm too weak
From these withdrawals may they speak
They be gutting out my insides while I'm tossing in my sleep
[Bridge]
I can make this song
Make you question who you are
Cause the choices that you're making make you lose right from the start
Make you lose right from the start
Huh
[Chorus]
Locking up my mind and I'll leave it there a week
I'm just working for the numbers so I'll throw away the key
I've been stressing I'm too weak
From these problems that I seek
Can't explain the way I'm feeling it's the only thing I need
[Verse 2]
I try to see religion man
Cause everyone's descriptions fair
Perspectives of decisions plans
But I don't care bout a middle man
I'm mixing with my rigid hands
All these people limitless
All my songs are riddled with
With benzo bars and a little bitch
Harassing all these victims
Trying to get it with your ex bitch
And You're acting like the minutes
Hold you up and pull the trigger
Just keep messing with this death wish
Like you care about its message
And its holding up my header
And its masking all my essence
I don't know what to do no more
All these fumes I choke
Numb my tunes alone
[Bridge]
Forgotten all these lies that I wish I never made
I'm just taking all these lines and I'll tear another page
I keep searching for a sign
Not a chance that I will find
So I'll cut this dope in secret just to make it through the day
[Chorus]
Locking up my mind and I'll leave it there a week
I'm just working for the numbers so I'll throw away the key
I've been stressing I'm too weak
From these withdrawals may they speak
They be gutting out my insides while I'm tossing in my sleep
Lock was produced by Contrary Beats.