Loathe to be

[Hook]
Laying on my own
Staring off and wondering if I’ll go pick up the phone
Demons I’ve been dreaming that you never could’ve known
But still I’ll point my finger till my bridges have been broke
I’m so faded all alone
Weekends in my feelings when life’s just outside the door
I can hear you laughing who with I don’t wanna know
Struggling with the usual cause I guess I really loathe to be who I’m supposed to be yeah

[Verse]
I do me no favors
When I lash out
Can’t mask my behavior
All the time with you
I can’t hide the truth
Always needing space
Empty side for you
I can’t lie to you
I’m so fucking tired
I’ve been going sleepless running ragged through the night
Thinking you can hear my brain up on the other side
Never realize you’d relate look me dead up in my eyes
Baby I’m a bastard laggard rolling up a backwood
Backwards find a perfect picture leave it fractured
Been captured leave my mind to tie and keep me captive
I’m staggered piling up the questions needing answers
Distracted oou I can’t function right
What was once near lately been so out of sight
Out of mind never question leave me speechless
The marijuana help me pick up all the pieces I’ve been

[Hook]
Laying on my own
Staring off and wondering if I’ll go pick up the phone
Demons I’ve been dreaming that you never could’ve known
But still I’ll point my finger till my bridges have been broke
I’m so faded all alone
Weekends in my feelings when life’s just outside the door
I can hear you laughing who with I don’t wanna know
Struggling with the usual cause I guess I really loathe to be who I’m supposed to be yeah