Loathe

INTRO:
You don’t love yourself
Who can you love back then?
Emotions running wild
Feelings do a back bend

Used to tell you way back when that you could have it all
Now you see yourself and you're staring at the wall, I'm like you

Things got bad, it’s almost like I never knew ya
I wish you all the best but I tried for the longest to get through to ya
Baby just tell me what did life do to ya?

VERSE 1:
Yeah, she said
I don’t ever wanna feel like, what it feels like
To fall in love with you, that don’t feel right
Never ready for it
Here’s the deal I've
Been to hell and back
And it was real life
What you know about it
You would be astonished
I lost everything and had no way around it
Try to find it in a bottle that’s why every time I'm finding
Peace of mind is when I'm
By myself, Shit

My whole life I’ve been a fuck up
Had a mother and a father, never called em loved ones
Only family I had was when I saw my cousins
Seemed like everything was good for me but still it wasn’t

Times I felt alive that I can count, less than a dozen
Plus I've got no friends and I hold way too many grudges
Seems like nowadays I don’t let anyone discuss it
Don’t go out in public
What’s the point of climbing?
I see everybody else above me
I'm just

CHORUS:
You don’t love yourself
Who can you love back then?
Emotions running wild
Feelings do a back bend

Used to tell you way back when that you could have it all
Now you see yourself and you're staring at the wall, I'm like you

Things got bad, it’s almost like I never knew ya
I wish you all the best but I tried for the longest to get through to ya
Baby just tell me what did life do to ya?

VERSE 2:

I sid do not patronize me
Assume I had it easy
Cuz on Instagram you see me with your favorite enterprises
[I] sacrificed a lot to even make it where I’m at
And most days it’s feeling like I got nobody else behind me

Spending years with women just to have my heart divided
I wasted all my time with

Saying that made it back to peace would be a lie
But I keep it to myself and make sure that I’m always trying
Really you should try it, yeah

I don’t really want to get attached
I don’t want to see that as a fact
Right back, Right back
Gotta get my mind on track
How you like that, like that

Everything ain’t gold
Heart of stone
It seems like everybody knows how it goes

But if I choose to love you there’s a reason
It’s because I think your being could be right for me
So just take it leave it, got no time for the BS

CHORUS:

You don’t love yourself
Who can you love back then?
Emotions running wild
Feelings do a back bend

Used to tell you way back when that you could have it all
Now you see yourself and you're staring at the wall, I'm like you

Things got bad, it’s almost like I never knew ya
I wish you all the best but I tried for the longest to get through to ya
Baby just tell me what did life do to ya?