Loaded

[Intro]
Loaded
Playing with a bullet
Am I loaded?
Russian roulette to make you notice
Pushing my buttons just to go there
Put me at my lowest, yeah

[Verse 1]
I've been looking for the man in the mirror
Looking for the face of a sinner, yeah
Tryna cut away any demons
No, I shouldn't go out this weekend, yeah
When I'm on my own, it's different
Start to hate the walls that I sit-in
Separate the thoughts from thinkin'
I guess I'm gonna have to go out this weekend

[Pre-Chorus]
Lay down, take my heart out
Let you climb in under my skin
Just the same sound of my bad mouth
And the voice in my head sayin'

[Chorus]
Loaded
Playing with a bullet
Am I loaded?
Russian roulette to make you notice
Pushing my buttons just to go there
Put me at my lowest, yeah
Loaded
Playing with a bullet
Am I loaded?
Russian roulette to make you notice
Pushing my buttons just to go there
Put me at my lowest, yeah

[Verse 2]
I started looking for the man in the mirror
I've been thinking that my head is a minute, yeah (Is a minute, yeah)
Using all my lovers for my sickness while I'm nursing all these spirits
Like I'm tryna cure my illness, yeah
And I've been tryna fight for my memories
But I ain't got no time for it mentally
So I guess I'm my only enemy and you could never fix that
No, you ain't got a remedy
So I'm back 'cause allegedly I committed crimes in my past
Now I'm hiding from my felonies
Well, my demons are my ecstasy and therapy
I'm playing with my shot like I'm playing with my destiny
I wanna live again, I can't even live again
Bullets on my tongue gotta hold it or I kill again (Yeah)
No shells here, not even a trace, no cap
Might blow up my brains, anything to feel again

[Pre-Chorus]
Lay down, take my heart out
Let you climb in under my skin
Just the same sound of my bad mouth
And the voice in my head sayin'

[Chorus]
Loaded
Playing with a bullet
Am I loaded?
Russian roulette to make you notice
Pushing my buttons just to go there
Put me at my lowest, yeah
Loaded
Playing with a bullet
Am I loaded?
Russian roulette to make you notice
Pushing my buttons just to go there
Put me at my lowest, yeah

[Outro]
Loaded
Loa–, loa–
Loa–, loa–, loaded