Livin’ the Dream

There you go
Breaking my heart again
Don't you know
I'm not over you
And even though
You're so far away from me
Every moment is a memory
Of what it might've been
And every time you cross my mind
Is it just another sign
But I'm holding back this time
And you won't understand baby

You never opened up
And that's so fucked up
Could never understand me
Now I'm living in a dream
And in that dream
You're here with me
And I'm so jaded complicated
You were my therapy
And no matter what they say
I still love you anyway
Oh yeah
Anyway

And in your eyes
I found my peace
I found my still
And your voice
And your body gave me cheap thrills
And the candles that I bought
Carries your scent through all my walls
I reminisce and then I crawl
Into my head and then I fall yeah

Cause you never opened up
And that's so fucked up
Could never understand me
Now I'm living in a dream
Cause in that dream
You're here with me
And I'm so jaded complicated
You were my therapy
And no matter what they say
I still love you anyway

And all the nights with you
And all the places we travelled to
Was it real or a fantasy?
And is this déjà vu
Cause in every life
I've been chasing you
Now I just had to walk away

Cause you never opened up
And that's so fucked up
Could never understand me
Now I'm sleeping just to dream
Cause in that dream
You're here with me
And I'm so jaded
I've been waiting
Since 2018
And if you look back you will find me
Holding on to
And living that dream
Oh yeah
Living that dream