​live with myself (demo)

[Songtext zu „​live with myself (demo)“]

[Verse 1]
I'm still mad at you
You promised me you'd make it through
You said you had it under control
And nothing would ever make you go cold
But I can't save these memories
I know that's it unfair of me
But there's just things I can't unsee
Like you're lying on the bathroom floor
Crying out, you don't know what for
All along, I'm down on my knees

[Chorus]
I'm begging you, please stay with me
Now I have to live with myself
Knowing I couldn't ever help
And that just hurts me like hell
I'm begging you, please stay with me
Now I have to live with myself
Playing the cards I was dealt
Knowing I left you in hell

[Verse 2]
I don't rеmember much
But I still see the blood
How much you think is еnough?
Wish I can make you look at us
You hurt me so bad, what's good in explainin'?
I know what you're doin',but it won't erase the pain
Be careful you still don't get that disease in the game
It's your life and you don't live it, it's such a shame
You're playing cat and mouse with the devil
And we both know it won't end well

[Chorus]
I'm begging you, please stay with me
Now I have to live with myself
Knowing I couldn't ever help
And that just hurts me like hell
I'm begging you, please let go of me
Now I have to live with myself
Playing the cards I was dealt
Knowing I left you in hell

[Outro]
Now I have to live with myself
Knowing I couldn't ever help
And it just hurts me like hell