Live To Die

I don't wanna stay alive
Seems like I live to die
I swear I feel the vibes
Can't see it through my eyes
If you don't know the vibe
Smile on my face disguise
I don't have time to cry
Please do not kill the vibe

I don't wanna stay alive
Seems like I live to die
I swear I feel the vibes
Can't see it through my eyes
If you don't know the vibe
Smile on my face disguise
I don't have time to cry
Please do not kill the vibe

Surviving not living
I'm living but not dead
If you really want mе
I'm laying up in my bed
I got all these problеms
I'm not taking my meds
For sure
Just know there ain't a fucking tear I've shed

I know that the hills have eyes
Know they all watching me cry
Know they all want me dead
Why don't you watch me die?
All of the times I've lied
Just to defend my pride
Wonder who takes my side?
Lung failure or suicide?

Surviving not living
I'm living but not dead
If you really want me
I'm laying up in my bed
I got all these problems
I'm not taking my meds
For sure
Just know there ain't a fucking tear I've shed

I don't wanna stay alive
Seems like I live to die
I swear I feel the vibes
Can't see it through my eyes
If you don't know the vibe
Smile on my face disguise
I don't have time to cry
Please do not kill the vibe

I don't wanna stay alive
Seems like I live to die
I swear I feel the vibes
Can't see it through my eyes
If you don't know the vibe
Smile on my face disguise
I don't have time to cry
Please do not kill the vibe