Live

No hope no rest
A hollowed out chest
And you rolled me another cigarette
It’s nights like this
When you catch my breath
When i rest my head on your chest
Take me back to berlin
Stolen plates on the benz
You and i, yeah we speak the same language
Spent my life chasing death
But i like the way you live
Wish it didn’t have to end like this

I don’t wanna live like this
I don’t wanna live like this forever
Crush another pill and bite my lip
Feel all the marks in my skin, i’m tethered
Would you jump the line with me?
I wanna greet death in ecstasy
Kill my cold heart and apathy
But everyday i wake up drowning

And it’s hard to hear my name
When you tell me that you love me
Close friends and ketamine
Shallow breathing
Quiet grieving
I’m barely feeling anything
Suddenly seeing
The marks on your ceiling
The hole that you left in me

Yeah i don’t wanna live like this
I’m peeling off my second skin
I turned the blade away from my wrist
Pushed it out with clenched fists
I already gave my life for this

I got death in my eyes
I got death on my side
He didn’t take me when i tried
So i guess that i’m alive
I guess that i’m alive

I don’t wanna live like this
I don’t wanna live like this forever
Crush another pill and bite my lip
Feel all the marks in my skin, i’m tethered
Would you jump the line with me?
I wanna greet death in ecstasy
Kill my cold heart and apathy
But everyday i wake up drowning