On “live and breathe”, SJ talks about his struggles with his mental health along with his fear of death.
He also reflects on how some people judge others with mental health with no seriousness, trying to accept life the way it is no matter the pain and suffering.
This track was written just weeks b...
[Intro]
Can't believe I'm not dead
[Chorus]
Trapped inside my head, yea
Can't believe I'm not dead
I never wanted to relapse, that's enough to be said
I just wanna live and breathe without dying in my sleep
Waking up, it's all a dream
But who the fuck needs me?
Trapped inside my head, yea
Can't believe I'm not dead
(Dead)
I never wanted to relapse, that's enough to be said
(Dead, dеad, dead)
I just wanna live and breathе without dying in my sleep
(Dying in my sleep)
Waking up, it's all a dream
But who the fuck needs me?
(Who the fuck needs me?)
[Verse 1]
Huh, I just want some sleep, yea
But it's not anything I need
I need to get all my hours in before I die next week
Yea, huh
Wondering why I'm alive
I just want a fucking life
But if I die, I wanna die knowing my music will stay alive
"Get a load of this guy"
Huh, I know right?
I'm such a depressing soul that feeds happiness off of other souls
But, can you blame me?
I deserve a fucking chance
I just wanna be a guy that can handle shit like a man
Yea, what's my plan?
Ha, imma be the yes man
Maybe I will get somewhere in life being positive, yes I can
But that'll haunt me, uh
I will bleed
The only thing that can make me happy is my soul being released from my body
[Chorus]
Trapped inside my head, yea
Can't believe I'm not dead
I never wanted to relapse, that's enough to be said
I just wanna live and breathe without dying in my sleep
Waking up, it's all a dream
But who the fuck needs me?
Trapped inside my head, yea
Can't believe I'm not dead
(Dead)
I never wanted to relapse, that's enough to be said
(Dead, dead, dead)
I just wanna live and breathe without dying in my sleep
(Dying in my sleep)
Waking up, it's all a dream
But who the fuck needs me?
(Who the fuck needs me?)
[Verse 2]
Huh, feel my body
Is it getting cold?
I think that's the drugs slowly taking my soul
Is it my time?
I don't know
But if I survive, do me a favor and cut my throat
[Outro]
Take my soul, take my soul
Take my soul, cut my throat, uh
Cut my throat, take my soul, uh
Take my soul, uh, take my soul
Live and breathe was written by SJ (HXS).
Live and breathe was produced by Milodrama & Ross Gossage.
SJ (HXS) released Live and breathe on Mon Nov 30 2020.