​little too quiet

You see I'm never tryna go there
I'm just a little too quiet on my own
I'm scared i'll never know where
I'm supposed to go when I'm just out on my own

You don't ever see the worst I'm hiding it
I shout it out so I can private it
You make it seem like I'm surviving it
But I'm here trying and trying again

Everyday it seems like I'm alone again
I'm stuck inside here on my own again
Because I'm reaching out to try and phone a friend
I guess that everyone's forgetting about me

And even when I say that all of this almost done
I think you know I'm putting up a front
Bеcause it's getting hard I'm always on the run
So plеase just tell me I'm not going insane, please

Feeling like I'm running round inside my head
My only comforts here inside my bed
My fingers. Feeling numb they're turning blue and red
I never want this again
Can you blame me