Little Kid

I wanna climb the mountain like I did
When I was a little kid
But I've gotten so big and tall and wide
I'd probably crush it if I tried

I miss the pain of the heat on my thighs
When the sun had been beating on the playground slides
I miss when my world was as small as me
Just the neighbor kid and my family

I wanna wear my old sundress
But I'm so ugly now, I know I'd never fit
I wish I felt as pretty as I did
When I was a little kid

I wanna go back and try again
Maybe this time I can win
Cause I feel cheated, I feel sore
I feel angry, and I feel bored

There is no more wonder left
Now that I know everything
I wanna go back before I knew
Anything about the world, or anything about you

I wish my parents loved me like
I was still their brand new child
Before I ever lost their pride
Before they knew what I was inside

Now I feel heavy and I feel numb
I wanna get real stoned til I throw up
Cause nothing feels the way it did
When I was a little kid