Little Blue Pill

He used to run up from the basement
Thinking there was someone there to chase him
But when he reached the top of the plateau
The only thing he saw was a shadow, oh
He was in a shallow hole
He had never felt so cold

Way in the back row of the classroom
The walls were closing in
He ran to the bathroom
The teacher called him crazy to the class
His first panic attack was something for the history books
You should see the toll it took on his mеntal hell

He found a cure insidе a bottle
And every little blue pill he could swallow
He hollowed out his body to the core
And went out to go and buy some more
'Cause he was indestructible
Fighting in a fucked-up war
Passed out on the floor

One day, he woke up in a bunk bed
With curtains closed around him like a coffin
He held his breath so long, his face was blue
He passed out for a month or two
He was looking for a way out
But he can take a breath now

Sometimes I think I am a prophet, but I am just a man
I guess I should stop it
I want to live my life like I have pride
I think that might pass the time
I wish there was a way up there
I wish I was a millionaire