​litter

[Verse]
Talk to me like I don't exist
I already ruined everything
Are you even there?
I try my best not to stare
But you're too perfect, I'm too worthless
Done lying to your face girl, I'm hurting
Am I even a person anymore?
Do you hate me? I don't really hate you
You think that I'm crazy, I don't really blame you
Why should I try?
Feel so hollow inside
It's pathetic, I know
Anesthetic to cope
Cry and look at the rope
If you never cared about me, why the fuck should I know?
'Cause you think it's necessary to bring me down
I don't cry nice, you can look at my frown
Have a good night without me around
Saying goodbye, I meant screaming out loud
Not alright, nowhere else to go in this town
And I act like I'm going to sleep next to you
And I'm crying, I know that's something I'll never do
Might as well drink the whole bottle
The pills that I swallow never help me get through
Maybe it'll be different some day
I don't have no hope, but you can look at my change
I'm broke, pass it on the curb, my pockets fold
Too heavy for my hurt, but I'll find you
You'll notice when I do
Ambulance stare at me
And you know I don't try to, know that I like you
If you die, then I shoot
And I don't want to spite you
Maybe I'll just litter, oh