Line-Trap

I will never get to sleep
I've never seen a cut run so deep
Parasites feast upon my mind
Dispatching all that has made me blind
Delirious and feverish, scratching at my eyes
Organs convulse and swell deep inside
Nausea overwhelms; welcome the taste of blood
Your voice resounding, I feel my mind erupt

I cannot just abide by you; so much you expect
Commonalities are lost on me; I feel your abhorrence
Waiting to kick me down; your malice is distinct
Life shouldn't be so regimented; like lambs to the slaughter

Adrenaline taking my mind, fuelling my hate as I carve inside
Living like this is not worth the pain and memories
I cannot see; rapid blows puncture my lungs as I gradually fall asleep

No, not this time
You'll never know what changed inside