Limbo/Patches

[Verse 1]
I used to buy your favorite candy just to see you happy
When you was down depressed
But everything you need you had me
And since you left me I've been sleeping badly
Letting my dreams harass me
I couldn’t make your feelings equal sadly

Shit I hate when people pass me, see me in the streets
Don’t wanna speak don’t even reach to grab me
My patience meter peaked and reached capacity, I need a battery
I some magic B, where the freak is Aladdin’s genie?
I’m too fractured to be basking in this jasmine tea

My masterpiece
I mean the master might’ve mastered peace, but me, a tragedy
I casually became your casualty
If love is war I prayed for you to raise that flag for me

If God’s a woman I’m gon ask her if you asked for me
Hope that ain’t blasphemy, I mean you're half of me
Losing traction sheesh I’m moving tactfully
Them other cats is weak just tryna make their stats increase
I pass up freaks to preach my madness letting tracks release

I checked your page just thinking maybe you single
I took the pain from what you gave and then I made it a single
Or maybe, maybe I’m crazy, playing limbo with the bars you held
You always saw my drive but I just never learned to park it well

You started shuffling decks
The hand I’m dealt I ain’t give up on it yet
But I’m sick as fuck that you left
I had your cousin plus your brother plus your mother respect
Even your pops said I was one of your best
You should've kept me 'round ya

I guess my energy just turned you to a Debbie downer
Now all my silent screams in solitude were never louder
I wonder if you kept that poetry I framed for you
I flipped the game for you, I switched my lane for you
I changed for you

My ways of chasing hues (Hughes) replacing you
I see my days in blue, look what you made me do
We supposed to be making moves
We supposed to be dropping off our babies
When they're late to school, look I don’t make the rules

I put out 50 different verses thinking maybe you’ll listen
It ain’t making no difference, I guess you're happy without me
I got a way of resisting, I can’t escape from the drifting
I put my faith in my mission, I see your face in the distance
I pray you're waiting cause

[Verse 2]
What we had it was luxury, all you had was your love for me
'Til I have you in front of me, spit immaculate summaries of
Days we used to pick flowers, and skip showers
Bubble baths with baby oil and rosemary, my soul wary

No fairy tales, I like your movie but I miss ours
I switched routes up, with the hopes that I could flip power
Now I’m like a fish outta, water so my wish flounders
When you was my princess it was peachy now you with Bowser

Might have to save you again
Ever since we were more than friends I just can’t say you're a friend
Like every day I’m in this race tryna replace you again
I got your text saying this bum ass nigga played you again

Look at this danger we in, think I’m falling back into habits of old
But I guess the past don’t even matter you're still half of my soul

But I feel like nothing’s working
I'm scared to get close to another person
Scared to risk hurt for one that’s undeserving, fuck the sermons

There was never nothing after us
I know we turned our back on us but let’s get back to us
Now could you give it one more shot or did you have enough?
Cause in my heart of hearts I wish that we could patch this up

That’s if you're ready
Said that's only if you're ready, yeah
Let me know if you're ready