This song explores the idea of embracing one’s true identity in a world that expects someone to conform to society’s standards in order to be accepted. Keshi or someone is going through a period of uncertainty, feeling as though they are sometimes in between worlds and struggling to find their place...
[Intro]
Ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh
Ooh-ooh, ooh
[Verse 1]
I just been goin' through motions, back and forth like a ocean
I am a fraud, I am the shit, hoping that nobody notice
Bang chest in the morning, head down in the night
Drink less if I wanted, strike up with the light
And square up, I’m the mightest
Myself in the fight, hurt twice but I tried it
No advice for this shit, might die for this shit
Do I feel alive, feel alive, feel alive?
[Chorus]
Feel more like limbo, hands out my window
Chasin' that sunset, that's more my tempo
Yeah, that’s more my tempo
Ooh, but this is all that I am
I only show you the best of me
The best of me
[Verse 2]
Looked in my demons and saw myself
Put all my meanin' in someone else
Outta sight, outta mind, don't know where to find it
Don't know where to hide, but I still
Eat good, drink good, feel good, s'all good
Can't hear my head when I'm sat beside ya
Fucked lungs and a liver, good looks in the mirror
Do I feel alive, feel alive, feel alive?
[Chorus]
Feel more like limbo, hands out my window
Chasin' that sunset, that’s more my tempo
That’s more my tempo
(keshi) Ooh, but this is all that I am
I only show you the best of me
The best of me
Ooh, tryin' but I’m just a man
Hopin' it won't get the best of me
The best of me