LILA

[Verse 1]
Tweaking off a pound of coke
I'm lost, I'm cold im scared im broke
Crowds closing in, I start to choke
Can barely walk, I'm liquor soaked
Three bottles in, can't wash away my sin
No murder on my mind
Just the corpses left behind
Every lie they told in vain
Filled me with disdain and hate
I hope they all had met their fate
By now
The liars, cheats and the crooks
All were copied by the books
The closest people kill the coldest
Don't know how well i can hold this

[Verse 2]
This wasn't how everything was supposed to happen
I'm not meant to go now
But I feel the sludgy hands grasp on
She told me I'll be okay
And shot me straight to doom
She waved a final goodbye
Left me to ooze in the room
This trip was meant to help
A therapeutic retreat
But I met the devil and she showed me something sweet
Sweet euphoria
For just a piece of your soul
Taken up a knowing setup
Maybe this was my end goal

[Verse 3]
A useless pile
I sit and lie in my vile
Wasting away in this bile
I'm still downing vials
Brain melting
My heart's a mile behind
Sweating like a swine
I fear I'll end up dying
Crawl across the apartment
With every inch of my soul
I think my mentals gentle
The slightest tug may tear a hole
I'm seeing ghosts
Shadows, demons reaching out at me
Astral hell seems to be waiting my plea