Lil Numb

[Verse 1: Lil Happy Lil Sad]
I'mma break down soon, in the same old room, that I always do
I feel so alone, make some beats and smoke, pray I make it soon
Pray they buy my shit, 'cause I'm so damn broke
Girl, I'm so damn cold, I might freeze to death
Rollin' up some dope, smoking trees for stress
Fuck the life I had, I don't want it back
Fuck the friends I had, they just made me sad
Now it's me and her, 'bout to fuck the world
We don't need no help, we came up from dirt
I still hate myself, that's a side of me
Wanna kill myself, and I've tried I'm weak
Mom would drive me in, every time I did
I would ask to leave, and they'd give me pills
That shit on repeat, every other week
They would numb me down, till I couldn't speak

[Verse 2: Teen Pregnancy]
Lay me down, I don't wanna die
I can't sleep alone, need you here tonight
You were everything, you were my god damn life
Now its all fucked up, and I won't sleep tonight
I was snorting pills, you were up all night
I swear I couldn't feel, I was so damn high
Liquor in my blood, you were all I want
I gave you everything, I feel so unloved
You finally got exactly what you want
You were off getting fucked and I was so fucked up
Fuck the wedding ring fuck this life I lead
Got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys
I don't wanna live, tried to kill myself
Girl, I'll numb you too, take your life as well
I wanna watch you bleed, she gets numb for me
Let's kill ourselves, so I can sleep