Lil Lupus

[Intro]
Aye it’s about time that I open up about something
Talk about me
It’s Li...
Nah It’s not the time for that

[Chorus]
I need to find a better way, better way to live
So one day I can get big and have a wife and maybe kids
Cause right now I’m just a boy and I know that I’m bound to slip
Got my Lupus causing problems and that’s something I can’t fix
I need to find a better way, better way to live
So one day I’ll have a story, yeah a story for my kids
Cause right now I’m just a boy and I know that I’m bound to slip
Got my Lupus causing problems and that’s something I can’t fix

[Verse 1]
I was born with it, but it didn’t show
Till the Summer 13’, 13 years old
And at the time I couldn’t comprehend why I was diagnosed
I was young and naïve, It put a end to high hopes
My momma cried, my momma teared, didn’t believe
That her son was given something that we didn’t see
But it escalated after I turned 18
Dialysis bound the way that they couls treat me
Treat me, but I would never be like other kids
Sleepless nights trying to find an understanding
Demanding the truth
Blood tests the proof
What will I do?
Dad said just be you
I could tell my illness was only causing Momma pain
So I took that name Lupus and I threw it in my name
Bringing some awareness, but still I had to pray
Cause my Momma still would worry, something really had to change

[Chorus]
I need to find a better way, better way to live
So one day I can get big and have a wife and maybe kids
Cause right now I’m just a boy and I know that I’m bound to slip
Got my Lupus causing problems and that’s something I can’t fix
I need to find a better way, better way to live
So one day I’ll have a story, yeah a story for my kids
Cause right now I’m just a boy and I know that I’m bound to slip
Got my Lupus causing problems and that’s something I can’t fix

[Verse 2]
Dear Lupus, I have you but you’ll never have me
I got a thousand people dressed and walking just to back me
We chanting Lil Lupus from the D and to the Valley
From San Antonio to the west and all over Cali
Got a Bracelet from a Tocco saying Fuck Lupus
And for my little sister gotta beat that shit
Got a message from my ex saying double check
And live a better life cause T L L the best
We say it L I L L U P U S
Beat that shit T L L, the best
Say it L I L L U P U S
Beat that shit T L L, the best
Support from different counties
Got blessings they all around me
Even though some people doubt me
Well the music that is
Fuse and its lit
I could say to shut it you bitch
But instead I want to pay respect to kids with Lupus

[Chorus]
I need to find a better way, better way to live
So one day I can get big and have a wife and maybe kids
Cause right now I’m just a boy and I know that I’m bound to slip
Got my Lupus causing problems and that’s something I can’t fix
I need to find a better way, better way to live
So one day I’ll have a story, yeah a story for my kids
Cause right now I’m just a boy and I know that I’m bound to slip
Got my Lupus causing problems and that’s something I can’t fix