Like I Should

If I could tell you I'm sorry, would you still care for me? (Yaya)
I’d always be there like I should

I've been thinking that music just isn't right for me
’Cause every time I'm fighting you, it's like I'm fighting me
And I really do this for all my friends and all my foes
And there ain't no in between, so if that's you, then listen close
Look, I been struggling hard and that's just as of late
That's why this smile ain’t real, only I can tell it’s fake
I'm on empty; only runnin’ on God's grace
They putting me the ball, but I don't wanna participate
I been low on funds
This isn't any fun
I hate when people look at me and say "what have you done?"
My stress is weighing tons
And, I just wanna run
But I’m too stressed on the outcome
Plus, I know I'm doing wrong almost everyday
Like how I 'posed to be sinning, and but somehow still pray?
And I would change it all if I could
And know that I'd always be there, just like I should, so

If I could tell you I'm sorry, would you still care for me?
I'd always be there like I should
If I could tell you I'm sorry, would you still care for me?
I'd always be there like I should

My house is all wrong & nothing can really change it
I been on the low to myself and just praying
'Cause at the end of the day, I know it comes down to me
And as you can tell, I'm in pieces, but that's just peacefully look
They think I got all the females and I got hella hoes
But I just keep to me and let nobody get close
3rd car down, dog, I am too stubborn
They be runnin' through the shawties, while I'm runnin' through the numbers
Mama think I'm "too quiet" and I'm just "laid back"
Well, I hope you know I'm on the edge and I might spazz
Lost trust in people they're never getting back
'Cause hurt people hurt people and I know that's a fact
7/11 came and that's the day that made you
Shoulda hit you up instead of have you thinking that I played you
Just know I'd change it all if I could
And I would always be there just like I should so

If I could tell you I'm sorry, would you still care for me?
I'd always be there like I should
If I could tell you I'm sorry, would you still care for me?
I'd always be there like I should

If I could tell you I'm sorry, would you still care for me?
I'd always be there like I should
If I could tell you I'm sorry, would you still care for me?
I'd always be there like I should