Like I had a choice?...

But like I said to you
Like I had to
Like I had a choice
Had a choice

Feels like all these memories get mixed up
But like I said to you
Like I had to
Like I had a choice
Like I had a choice

Tell me what you really mean
Tell me
I can't speak for the rest of y'all
Can't speak
I don't got the need
Take time
Get a lot alone by myself
Take time just to get up on the shelf
Don't swear by anybody else
Don't swеar by anybody
To eighteen
I think I died
Since thеn a different person
[?]

I guess I haven't really got the chance to thank you
Now I have to see you happy with somebody else
I can't be what you want me to
Don't know what's even in my head

I can't be what you want
I can't be what I need
I have to be this way
I guess I can't stay