Lightning (Dani’s Song)

My body is giving out on me, how much time is allowed to me?
You're all that i was valuing, but i'm someone i'm not proud to be

Lived my life so lousily like what else could the outcome be?
Since i can't figure out a thing ima jump up off of a balcony

How could she just stay away so long? Hate every minute
Theres a reason why you've gone away and no i cain't forget it

Please just know i'd give it all away to face you for a second
'Cause this life don't mean a lot to me if i can't claim you're in it

Wish i listened, but i didn't
Now i'm dealin' this sentence
Sit with sickness reminiscin'
Get to rippin' where my flesh is
If you've given what i've given then you'll feel it when it's mentioned
It get wicked when i'm vicious keep your distance as you've kept it

I'm just left with endless questions
Either that or second guessin'
Time might pass, but this won't lessen
How'd this happen? i don't get it

I'm against it, won't accept it
Not now, never. Yeah, i said it
She's my treasure, she was precious
She's my everything forever

She made so much in me surface, really showed me what my worth is
Even though i wasn't perfect, she would hold me when i worsened

I be broken with no purpose
I'ma street soldier won't reverse it
Ima keep goin' while I'm hurtin'
I only wrote this 'cause she's worth it

And she's all that i think of, she gave me my niña
Time won't come between us, i know and believe it
I'll always repeat it, i won't let it weaken
I'll hold and i'll keep it, in holes of the deepest

Not sure if you'll see this
I know i'm not needed
I forced you to leave me
Your choice and your reasons

I hope you live easy and go where your peace is

You got your lil angel, you don't need a demon